My dog always tries to get me off the computer when I get home. -__-;;

well~ I had a long day today… this workshop is a lot more tiring than I thought. :/ 9 - 4 with a really long boring break in the middle. The best part is they feed us…that’s it. /sigh
oh well. I like being able to spend time with my friends though :) And playing my flute~. hoho. Well yeah. That pretty much sums up yesterday today and tomorrow..

oooh~ today I went to a new cafe place with Karen :> and had yummy desserts, and then walked around the mall a bit.

hope you all had a good day :>

it’s okay, i’m used to everything being my fault anyway

When will this slump in my life end?

I can honestly say, looking at things before, that everything in my life kinda just fell into place a little better than it did now. Things made more sense, I guess. Although there were more situations to deal with, the people helping me through them made it much easier. Maybe it’s that so many of my friends are just gone and I never really see anyone again is finally taking its toll on me… It’s my fault too though. I find more comfort in just staying home and not having to deal with anyone I don’t want to. I’ve been becoming more comfortable with myself though, dealing with problem one by one at my own pace. I guess this is the summer I’ve been waiting for this whole year, reacquainting myself with myself. Let’s just see where this Summer takes me.

wahhh

; ~ ; I just fell into those Korean traps…-sigh-

I ordered this BB Cream from Ebay and then they gave me 3 sample packs, one of which was a cleanser~. So I really liked it and ended up dropping another 21$ (19$ for product and 2$ for shipping)… It was sooo good though D: and Jen from frmheadtotoe even uses it too~.

-sigh-

what is saving money? omg.

I may not post half naked men or women, post hipster stuff, or post attractive pictures of myself, but this is my blog, and it’s good enough for me.

“Just because someone is more famous than you, doesn’t necessarily mean they’re better [looking] than you,”
We spend so much of our time comparing ourselves to others online that we forget what actually matters, our very own unique personality. No matter how many fans someone has doesn’t matter when it comes to real life, the real world, where looks will only get you so far. What shines out more than our looks is our personality. What truly makes someone attractive stay attractive is if their personality is attractive as they are. Why date someone that is “so hot,” yet they are nothing but vain and selfish with an ego bigger than they can handle. I highly doubt an ego that big will make them more attractive. So maybe we just need to learn that yeah there are people on the internet that will always be seen as more attractive, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t any less attractive than they are.

The amount of time you spend in my mind is probably nowhere as much as I in yours. 　

Felt like I needed more writing on my blog, so decided to try and make my blog a little more personal along with the normal things that I reblog. :p Also went a little overboard on writing thought blurbs last night so expect to see a lot more text posts today~.　

I will never forget what you did to me, how you made me feel, and how much you made me hurt. Unknowingly, you are filling in those once empty pieces of that puzzle, helping solve that mystery filled with why’s and how’s. Obviously it is out of your head, but it’ll never leave mine　. Call it a grudge or whatever you may, but till this day, I cannot fully forgive you or your actions.

tired. :(

glad I got to see Bekah…again. omg. why is she so perfect?

/dies

I was gonna approach her…but then again, who would want to have their picture taken at the gym > n > so. yeah.

anyways~~~

how are you all this evening? :)

-no replies- /rolls away to the shower

I just met my soul mate…

Too bad we didn’t actually meet.

And they have no idea I exist.

…

on a sidenote~ thank god I am still awake! I just got a call for an interview - u - hehe. More details when I get it~ don’t wanna jinx anything :)!

but she was so weird… >.>; she thought I wasn’t even born here omg and speaking to me like I don’t know English. alejrnglakjnglkajrn. whatever. -__-; I probably don’t make sense anyway, i’m so tired. - n -

hope i get it thoughh~